Survival – EveryThing McNutt

International Women’s Day

Posted on March 8, 2022March 8, 2022 by everythingmcnutt in Survival, Women

**This is not a post about sexuality, gender but just a snapshot of a feeling, at the time of this IG post in March, 2020 I used to 'hate' being a girl. As a child, I used to feel and look much more like Mowgli from the Jungle Book but as I age, I’ve wanted … Continue reading International Women’s Day →

The Night He Died and Saved My Life, Part 3 of 3

Posted on June 28, 2020March 13, 2022 by everythingmcnutt in Healing, Life and Death, murder, Relationships, Song Writing, Survival, Uncategorized

The funeral home seemed eerily quiet the night of the visitation, yet, bursting with family, friends, lot of long hair and black leather jackets. And some of the guys who attended, Aaron had skirmishes with but I think this event shook a lot of them. It was overwhelming that so many came out to support … Continue reading The Night He Died and Saved My Life, Part 3 of 3 →

The Night He Died and Saved My Life, Part Two (of Three)

Posted on January 23, 2020May 3, 2022 by everythingmcnutt in Healing, Life and Death, murder, Relationships, Song Writing, Survival

"I saw myself in my car, choosing to go home the previous night and I instantly felt as if, his voice saved my life somehow or saved me from injury, covering me in chills. I had so many thoughts and feelings holding me to that chair but I wanted to shoot through the ceiling."

Past and Present Collide

Posted on January 5, 2019October 18, 2021 by everythingmcnutt in Abandonment, Brother, Child, Healing, Neglect, Parental, Poetry, Song Writing, Survival, Time Travel (Emotional), Trauma, Triggered, Women

New Years Day 2019 I decided go for a run in Long Beach today, break in my new NIKE’s. I walked briefly to start. Stopping the first three, 5 min milestones to stretch and ease into the long run. Currently, for me, anything over 5 miles is a long run. This has me thinking. I … Continue reading Past and Present Collide →