Weekly Minute, “Come The Fuck Out”

April 2018. I remember this time so clearly. I was in Sweden healing after a very challenging time and I finally felt so free. I truly learned to breathe again. I was starting over.

I had been more prolific than I had been in years. I told myself I’d figure out a way to make music not just a supplemental income but my day to day life. And that Summer, I unexpectedly met someone and I got comfortable, lost focus.

We were ‘sure’ it was a serendipitous connection. But it wasn’t the time to meet “the one”. Ultimately, if it was a truly right, pairing, I’d be sharing a different photo now. You can read more about that story in my 365 Days Single Part One Blog Post

People have asked me, over the years and recently about my music. “Why didn’t I know this about you?” “Who missed out on getting you out there.” “You could have been performing at Festivals, late night, etc…you have your songs on shows that have been earning since 2009, you’re so good, your voice. Why?…”

I’ve said, “Me. I was the reason.” I turned my back on my potential and redirected it into another career and martial arts. I went outside myself for relationship fulfillment. I did pursue other parts of myself, careers which was fulfilling but there was still that voice inside me, go, leave. So I did, again.

I do find comfort in the regular parts of my life. I do sometimes wish I didn’t have this drive, this creator inside me but I do. She’s screaming to come the fuck out!

The first single I plan to release will be Truth Is, early Fall of 2022. I will be sharing a clip soon. Hopefully, two other tracks I’ve been working on for a long time in the studio, will also be ready to share and shop for sync opportunities.

And my full length CD, The Other Side of Me can be found on all DSP’s.

How do you need or want to come the fuck out?